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Monday, March 3rd, 2003
10:54 pm
Ok, its Monday evening, and I have just realised I have wasted my 8 days off doing nothing, and now i have to go to college tomorrow, after doing no course work etc, oh my god. Oh yeah and to add to it, I got a final demand for my course fees :o(, Im gonna die before I get to the end of this :O(
Tuesday, February 11th, 2003
11:24 pm
Ok, a quick update. Today nothing much has happened, I went to the job centre and signed on Yey, should get some money in a few days!!. I have decided for my psychology presentation I will be doing Homosexuality as my mental disorder as it was classed as one until the 50's and 95 in China, so Yey to that :O). Now Im gonna go watch Three non blonds which Im told is amazing, take care xxx
Tuesday, February 4th, 2003
9:29 pm
Dear Diary, I know its been a while since I wrote in you but ho hum :op. Well what can I say, nothing really has happened to me the past couple of days, Im just sitting here so tired, is there any point in writing if there is nothing to say? Nah, Ill write when I have some interesting things. Bye Bye Journal X
Saturday, February 1st, 2003
10:37 pm
Dear diary, it has been a while again since you have been written in,please do not feel left out or lonely. I had a good day yestarday, I had 2 friends over we were supposed to goclubbing but we felt tired so stayed in and watched a movie and ate loads of junk foods, YEY!!, Today wasnt so good though, I had a major downer this afternoon about my nursing course,Im not sure if I can handle the lackof money I am recieving at the moment,Istill havent gotten over the amazing jumpfrom earning a good wage to nothing while training, Ant tells me to do what my heart says and he will back me up 100%but I dont know, I do not want to feel like Im dropping out but all the studying scares me todeath!, anyway Ill let you rest my dear diary and willl keep you informed about what I do. Sorry also for all the bad typing,my keyboard is about to die on me :o( x
Thursday, January 30th, 2003
10:50 am
Dear Diary. Its been 2 days since I last wrote in you, and not alot has really happened since then. Me and Ant are still going really strong which I am so glad, we went to Lush with Anwen yestarday to get some Rockstar for ant as he has fallen in love with it. It was really nice appart from when we got out it started to rain :o(, oh yeah, Ant stole his lunch from a store yestarday, he says it was an accident, hmm :o\ haha, anyway today I have woke up about 9.30am and the first thing I done was to put my washing on, we are all going out 2morrow nite, and I need to look lush, so Im gonna wear my black shiny trousers with my electro top, I think Ill be looking ok, will need some extra help from some cosmetics though and then it will be all good :), take care for now and Ill write again in u soon. X
Monday, January 27th, 2003
11:37 pm
Ok, Ive just been on straightacting.com and I got a level 8, can u believe that ?
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Anyway, I had a good weekend, on friday night, well erm, erm, Oh yeah, I went out for a meal with my bfriend and his best friend, it was a great night and I spend most of it chatting to his best friend who Ive never met before talking about sex ;o\. Saturday, well I went to the westend, I got a kewl ring for the tip of my finger, and I think that is all I got, on sunday I worked the bar, and got very pissed at the expense of them may I add :), Oh today was good, I went to Argos and spent a gift voucher I was given with I was 21 for my birthday, I spent it on a Pop Corn Maker, Yey!!!, Ant got a smoothy maker, which was also kewl.. Anyway, will write more 2morrow, I need my sleep got college tomorrow :o\ xx
Friday, January 24th, 2003
10:59 am
9:51 am
Ok, Its early and Im in IT, and hey guess whos next to me, its Freaky Anwen, anyway, Im in a good mood, I went to Lish yestarday and got lots of lovely things, they have a half price sale on so yey, more lush for less money. Anyway I got some Rock Star soap which smells so good, and I have to say thank you to Anwen for getting it before me so I could smell it and fall in love with it, its a kind of Pinky colour, but I mean its really pink, pink as in oh my god it is pink. Anyway I smell good today, not that I normally do not, anyway I should get back to my lessons.

Current Mood: angry
Thursday, January 23rd, 2003
11:25 am
Ok, Im not long up. and I feel so much better than I did last night, oh he didnt get any :p. I got a post card from a great friend named Tom today, hes currently teaching English to german kids, in germany. He is one of the kindest and most ermm, cheapest people u could ever meet :),( hes a really nice guy) So now I am feeling tired cos of just getting up but happy :), ok, Im gonna write more tonight, cos now i have to get ready for college.

Current Mood: sleepy
Wednesday, January 22nd, 2003
11:59 pm
Ok, not sure what to write in here tonight :o(, I am currently feeling very numb and down :o(. I have just got home from work in the pub and I have finally decided I HATE it, whenever I come home I always stink of beer and fags, and am so tired I cant feel any emotions :o( or maybe I have no emotions because I have none about that place?, Ok the people I work with there are GREAT!!, I love them to bits, but the bastard Customers, aggghh I hate them so much, nothing but Moan, Moan, I dont like the music, Moan, I dont like the drinks, moan I dont like decor, moan moan moan, well go to another place that serves drinks your CUNTS!! (Im sorry for that word, but I do not know another one which is appropriate) Ant is here and I know he wants some loving tonight, but Im not sure if I have enough to give tonight, I have been giving all nite, Customers are like little children, wanting to take everything every last piece of human recognision that you have agggghhh (no doubt though he will get what he wants, cos I will want it most likley later, but now eha, no way :o\

Current Mood: numb
Tuesday, January 21st, 2003
6:52 pm
Ok, today has been a weird day, we watched a movie at college today, which had a scene in it where two women kissed. During this seen there were lots of dicust sounds made by others in my group, I felt really upset by this, as me being gay, and they seemed to be indicating the point they thought this was dirty and wrong, I spoke to my tutor about it with my friend and she spoke to our group they seemed to change their mind they didnt mind gay people or anyone different aslong as they were not near them, anyway, I got to the point of feeling, screw them, if they want to live in their narrow minded would let them, they will just not grow as a person very well. On a plus side I got 2 pieces of course work back, 1 piece got the highest mark possible a 3 and the other wasnt even marked, apparently there are alot of changes needed so I am being give it back to make it worth more :o). Oh, I got a text today from my brother, turns out my dad chopped the top of his finger off at work today, what a silly arse, but hes ok, just gonna have a flat finger from now on :o\

Current Mood: drained
12:23 am
Ok, this is my first entry into the journal, so I am quiet excited, Thanks Anwen for introducing me to this, I promise to use it. Ok, today, well not alot has happened today, Erm, Ant stayed over last nite, oh Ant is my bfriend :o), we slept in til ummm about ohh 7am :o(, I had to be at the hospital this morning to get my picture taken for a new photo Id staff card Yey!, anyway, they lost all my paper work so no photo :o(, erm, came home didnt do much again :). Well today, Monday is the one day I really get off, I dont have to work mondays and everyone is normally out, so no one to worry about but me, I love mondays, but then there is tomorrow, AAhhh, college. I really love my course, but I do have a major problem with getting in all the time, I dont know if its because its so far away from me, or I just feel I should have been born into a rich family and not have to ever work in my life, god wouldnt that be nice :o), anyway, I promise to write everyday, and share all my feelings, good or bad :)

Current Mood: anxious
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